So, I wrote about how I had heard a voice say, “Right now” in my ear a while back. I just was watching a Todd White and he was talking about how many people want to be him but that’s wrong. It’s wrong because people want it for the wrong reason. They want it because he gets to speak in front of thousands, and everyone knows him. People want it for the praise he gets, and the respect he has. He isn’t super rich or anything, but he does live well. Many want what he has and he tells us no, if you want to be me, then you don’t know who you are. You don’t know who God created you to be. He has His own plan for you, just like He has for Todd. Don’t be jealous or envious of Todd’s life, he is just following Jesus with everything he has. That’s what we are called to do, and God has a separate path for all of us. I want to be a speaker. I feel that is what God has told me throughout my life. But my reasons for wanting it need to be good. My mind will stray to how awesome it will be to be popular and known and respected for my words and relationship with God, but I forget why I am speaking. To tell people about God and how amazing He is. My only goal when speaking is to get people closer with God. To give them testimonies and new insight on things. I want to just pour my heart out to people and not care what they think, because I know I have salvation with my King. My Lord. My creator. My God. Forget about life, think about living. God isn’t just the most loving being, but the most willing. He will do anything you ask in His name, if it is of His will and of Him. That’s why we must live of Him because then we will always receive. We will always be satisfied because our will is God’s will. Think like God. I now know that, “Right now” means I need to stop looking to the future in hopes that I will be a better Christian. I need to be one right now. There’s also no such thing as a better Christian. It’s either your of Christ or your not. Christian (Christ)ian. Of Christ. Right now get closer to God, right now He is alive. We don’t have anthing to wait for, Jesus already died for us! He is waiting for us! Right now be with Him. Right now live for Him. Don’t plan to live for Him in the future when life is easier or you have more time to give Him. If you don’t live for Him now, you won’t then. Do it right now. He’s waiting.