These past couple of weeks have been amazing. You have come to me in visions, dreams and been speaking to me. I know You are always in teacher mode, but I feel like I have finally sat down in Your class, started listening and taking notes. I don’t want these notes to just be pencil marks in my journal, I want to become the notes. God, I pursue with all of my heart, to be Your good student. I want to make You proud.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I slid off of the bunk bed to turn it off and fell on my futon. I layed sprawled out on the futon for a couple of minutes. My body and mind were already drained. I had no energy and motivation to go to my morning class. My roommate, Sara, was asking me questions and they just ricocheted off of me. I was too tired to talk. Finally, I got up from the futon and walked over to my desk and just stood there.
As I slumped over my desk, something shot at my spirit. It was like a flame of energy, launched into my spirit. Right away, I felt an energy sprawl all over my body. I was over filling with energy that was inside of me. I believe God shot me with His energy and woke me up! I was not just physically awaken, but spiritually as well. When I received this energy, I instantly thought to myself, there is so much I have to do today. There are many people that I needed to talk about Jesus. I needed to shine the light. I needed to do it for God!
God gave me His energy and I did not know I needed it. I did not pray for energy, but He knew I needed it. There is nothing that comes close to the energy that God gave me. With this energy, I felt extremely motivated reach out to God’s children. He stirred something in my spirit.
I went to Chi Alpha that day. I was writing in my journal, documenting everything that happened with this energy. God told me to pray over people at Chi Alpha. He wanted me to pray for FIRE! It is better to give than to receive. I thought this was very cool that I am able to pray the energy that God gave me and to pray it over someone. You literally are transferring over something that God has given you to build up the Church. We are called to build up the Church. Encourage and love one another. I prayed over Juliana, Amanda, AJ, Phil, Sharnea, Sara, Andy, and Nate. I wanted to spread the fire that God gave me.
When we got back from Chi Alpha, Nate, Sharnea, Sara, and Drew were in my room. We were just talking and I felt I needed to pray for Nate. When placed my hands on Nate’s back, I prayed for fire. I felt my arms tingle down to my fingertips and actually felt it transfer to Nate’s back. I have never felt anything like that before! I did not want to stop the prayer, so I kept on praying. I kept feeling heat. My prayer was that Nate could feel this heat. I prayed that he could feel uncontrollable and uncontainable fire that I felt the whole day. I prayed it would not just be in this moment, but tomorrow and forever he would feel this fire.
I do not know if I finished praying or not, but Nate said he felt so much warmth that traveled throughout his back and I think his arm. I thought that was so amazing! That prayer transferred fire! It transferred to Nate and he felt it. I just prayed for more and more fire. I seriously do not know how to describe this fire. You are all jittery and joyful. His energy truly motivates you! I could not sit still and allow His energy to stay within me. I needed to spread and do something with It!
Do not be afraid to ask God for something. Sometimes He answers prayers that were never even said. He watches over His children and knows what is best for them! Our Teacher is teaching us. We must take notes and implement them. Shine the gifts God has given you and show the world.